~Izme

Guys, I'm nervous.

You know, I'm studying piano at the royal conservatory in the hague.. and it's ofcourse logical that you can't do that without being tested once in awhile... I mean, otherwise the standard monkey could join. Hypothetically.

Anyway.

Thing is, the MAJOR UBER GRAND FINAL test of this year is in.. about 8 hours.

And I'm nervous.

Y'see, when they don't approve of your performance, they'll gently (ahem) tell you to sod off. The very annoying fact about me is, though, that they've already once friendly kicked me off the whole academy thing.
I didn't like that, so I studied my fingers off for a year, and when I did the "entering exam" the year after they obviously had no choice than to let me in again.
I think we all can imagine that that means they don't really really like me anymore.. I mean, me not only doubting their judgement but proving them wrong, too?

Buut anywayz, this year's been my first year back. And, to make a long story short, if I fuck up in approximately 7,5 hours, I can forget about the whole piano thing.
At least, the whole piano thing in the Hague..

I could always go to Amsterdam!

OK, I'm kidding. But still!
Guys, PLEAZ send me your mental support.. even if you don't support me!

Morituri te salutant!